What went wrong is the question that popped up in my mind when I am thinking about you or should I say about us. It all started with an ideal intuition. Hoping the possibilities that whatever pains and struggles we experienced, we could get through with it. Heaven as I see it when we were together, no worries and doubts, no cries and goodbyes. But when time goes by everything changed, a changed that turned every dream into a nightmare perhaps.  As the wind blows in the coldest night, it is you who is always on my mind. It has been you all along I am thinking about. And it is in your heart the key to make me whole again. Set me free from the memories of you. Please let me see the real world and the real me. I am so blinded by the thoughts that I do love you so much and willing to risk everything for you and your own happiness. I felt restrictions knowing that we cannot be together. I realized that it is not the perfect love at the perfect time but an imperfectly perfect love at the perfect time. I remember when you said that we build a foundation that no one can destroy even if it’s the fierce of nature; yes I do still remember your words. How I wish that time will lead us again to where it all began, to where our story was written in the book of love, and to where time allowed us to be together.  It seems to be that the people around know us so well that they even barely have the guts to judge our love to each one and or our relationship. Let us allow them to think what they want to think but let us not give them reasons to triumph over their acts. There is no one to be blame and no one to confront, because it is only us who knows the real story of our life and it is only Him who can judge us from the inequities of this forsaken world. The things that had happened needs no explanation for it is itself the answer to who they are and who they were. If we are to be affected by the flow of intrigues it will be us who will lose the battle life. It doesn’t matter what others may say nor what others may do to us, they could act to what they believe is correct and likewise we do the same. Love is not a matter of others thinking what is right but instead it is a matter of what the couple believes is right.  Those yesterday’s feelings will forever remain in me. The love you share and the care will never despair because tonight I lay down my hands to you. The decision is yours to make, it may hurt or it may not, just do what it takes to make you happy, contented, and satisfied. Looking back the things we have done refreshes everything that makes life fun. Our love story may not be the most famous of them all but surely it will be the greatest and will stand among the rest.  Now, give me more valid reasons to forget you because until now I really cant find the reason in failing to remember you. The last time we talked made me feel how important I am to you, that even in my scariest moment you are still willing to stay beside me. You never fail to make me feel special and never did you fall short of showing how much you love me. To me you are not just anybody but a ‘somebody’ I could always think of. To me it is always you who is my priority and not just an option. And to me whatever lines will break and whatever color turns gray, it will always be you that will make my day. Never will I forget the time I called you my own. The moment when your arms wrap around me in the midst of nowhere and the thought that you and I will be together for the rest of our life. Tears fall down to my eyes as I am writing this grudge I feel inside. I have made lots of letters for you but this is the deepest of them all. Every word is meant to be true and every paragraph may leave a memory unto you. I am not expecting you to react to every deliberation I am making but this only leads to something… it is from my heart that still cries I do love you so much and I am more than willing to take all the risk just to make you the very best part of my life. Here is a portion of a song I want to share from Matchbook Romance entitled Promise; what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you’ll never let me go
and the stars aren’t out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can’t replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right
i feel like i lost everything when you’re gone
left remembering what it’s like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you’re not making this easy
i never thought i’d be the one to say
please don’t leave me
i thought you should know,
you’re not making this easy
i never thought i’d be the one to say
please don’t, please don’t leave me.From the moment I knew you I have been true and from the moment I have loved you my heart belongs to you. I don’t know what will happens next. Am I looking forward to nothing but emptiness or will I ever take back the memories we have shared and live a life of fulfillness? No one knows and no one is courageous enough to tell what will happen next. But one thing is certain, I have loved you, and will always love you.

I’ve learned-
that we don’t have to change friends
if we understand that friends change. I’ve learned-
that no matter how good a friend is,
they’re going to hurt you every
once in a while and you must forgive
them for that I’ve learned-
that true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.

I’ve learned-
that you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.

I’ve learned-
that it’s taking me a long time
to become the person I want to be.

I’ve learned-
that you should always leave loved ones
with loving words.  It may be the last
time you see them.

I’ve learned-
that you can keep going
long after you can’t.

I’ve learned-
that we are responsible for what we do,
no matter how we feel.

I’ve learned-
that either you control your attitude
or it controls you.

I’ve learned-
that regardless of how hot and
steamy a relationship is at first,
the passion fades and there had
better be something else to take
its place.

I’ve learned-
that heroes are the people
when it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.

I’ve learned-
that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
that my best friend and I can do anything
or nothing and have the best time.

I’ve learned-
that sometimes the people you expect
to kick you when you’re down,
will be the ones to help you get back up.

I’ve learned-
that sometimes when I’m angry
I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn’t give me
the right to be cruel.

I’ve learned-
that just because someone doesn’t love
you the way you want them to doesn’t
mean they don’t love you with all they have.

I’ve learned-
that maturity has more to do with
what types of experiences you’ve had
and what you’ve learned from them
and less to do with how many
birthdays you’ve celebrated.

I’ve learned-
that it isn’t always enough to be
forgiven by others.  Sometimes you
have to learn to forgive yourself.

I’ve learned-
that no matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn’t stop for your grief.

I’ve learned-
that our background and circumstances
may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.

I’ve learned-
that just because two people argue,
it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other
And just because they don’t argue,
it doesn’t mean they do.

I’ve learned-
that you shouldn’t be so eager to find out a
secret.  It could change your life forever.

I’ve learned-
that two people can look at the exact
same thing and see something totally different.

I’ve learned-
that your life can be changed in a matter of
hours by people who don’t even know you.

I’ve learned-
that even when you think you have no more
to give, when a friend cries out to you
you will find the strength to help.

I’ve learned-
that credentials on the wall
do not make you a decent human being.

I’ve learned-
that the people you care about most in life
are taken from you too soon.